After four long years, I finally did it. I graduated from BYU with an undergraduate degree in public relations, communications.
How can a simple two-hour ceremony close such a monumental
chapter in my life? The fact that I have a degree and a few pictures in the
royal blue cap and gown doesn’t quite give me the assurance that I have
actually finished this thing called “school.” It never really ends. The tests,
the peer reviews, the case studies, the long hours spent cramming for tests, the
job interviews, the hot bike rides to
campus, the boy drama, the apartment hysterias, etc.
How?
I definitely finished my undergrad with a bang—accounting is
really a shot to the heart. As I was in the midst of applying/interviewing for
jobs, working two part-time positions, and figuring out this little thing
called love, I was attempting to excel in accounting. Okay, not really excel,
but do relatively well.
Boy, did I pass by the skin of my teeth. It’s safe to say accounting
was a love-hate relationship: I loved what I was learning but I didn’t
appreciate the pace and manner in which the material was required to be
mastered.
Rough. Let’s just say the bike ride home after the
three-hour final (two days prior to graduation) never felt so good.
The funny thing is, I don’t feel relieved. I only feel a
little bit sad. But even more than that sadness of nostalgia, I came to the
realization that my longing for education exists and is thriving more than
ever...
I haven’t been graduated for more than two days, and I
already have my eyes set on getting a master’s (November 1st).
Life is funny. Sometimes it’s so funny I find myself missing
the joke, asking my neighbor, "What was that?"
One thing I have learned these
past few years (that don’t seem so few):
· Learning is wonderful.
Find what you love and do
it. Wise words from a mentor of mine, “Do what you love. No matter what it is,
you will find a way to make money—enough money.” Because all of my interests
(non-profit, social work, humanitarian efforts, teaching) all seem to be less
treasured by society (at least financially), I worried about studying the
things that make me excited. ---> stop worrying and start learning. Everything will work out. Passion is the
driving force for success. Stop searching for practicality—in some
regards—and start doing things you enjoy.
Though I don't have a cent to my name (literally). No wonderful job offer at an amazing PR firm. No place to call home. I have an education and a dream for my future.
My Graduation day>>
It was a dream. I have the most lovely family. They are so supportive and loving in all that they do. It is safe to say that I am a product of their loving hands and minds.
8:00am ceremony
"Is this real life?"
I rode my bike to graduation ^^^
Rachel graduating!!!
I have the most wonderful support system!
I cannot believe how far we have come. We started preschool together, now look at us, graduates from a wonderful university.
I owe much of who I am and what I have accomplished to my grandparents. The chances that two angels marry is rare-->they are one of a kind.
Me and one of my favorite couples.
I love my family! They are the reason I am wearing blue. So rather, to make it a more truthful statement, I should've started this post:
"We (my parents, my grandparents, my sisters, and friends) graduated!!"
You are wonderful. Love it all...your words, your heart, your passion, your drive. So proud.
ReplyDeletelove Love LOVE!!! Seriously. This is beautiful. You (all of you-your heart, your words, your dreams) are beautiful. I am so proud of you. Way to go my friend!
ReplyDeleteI just found you blog. I LOVE this :) I am so happy for you! You are amazing!
ReplyDeleteYAY YAY YAY. I am happy I was a teensy part of your whole experience :)
ReplyDeleteThank you, everyone! I am happy to consider you one of my dearest friends!
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